Tuesday, March 12, 2013

soul clutter

In a season of busyness, my soul can get cluttered. So can the spaces that I live and work in. It's in these moments that I must stop and clear out of few things before continuing. If I'm not careful to listen to that little voice screaming at me to hit the pause button (ahem! now!) and put things away, or take a 20 minute catnap, or sit still in God's presence, things will only continue to get worse. 

What do you do to un-clutter your space? Your day? Your soul? What works for you? For me, I must stop doing something...and do something else that brings beauty into my day. Even the smallest things (like a clean bathroom counter or a straightened work surface or something yummy to munch on) can make a big difference to me. 


When I am quiet- when I intentionally press the pause button- I seem to hear God better. My connection is clearer. I hear His truth rather than the stream of lies that Satan is pushing my way. I move more gracefully through my day...and, in turn, treat others with more grace.


I recently found this quote on Pinterest. It put into words and perspective why I feel so good when I make that small investment in my day...in me...



Well amen. Two amens. I am currently in a season of learning this. A little self-compassion can lead to great things. It could lead to living more intentionally and more graciously. And that's something my cluttered soul longs for. 



Sunday, March 10, 2013

mosaic


       I attended the funeral of a dear friend's aunt last week at St. Mary’s Church in Rockville. The sanctuary is set in the round, and the most amazing stained glass mosaic windows surround the room. The art history student in me sat there mesmerized. Each massive window depicted a story from the Bible. Each was a work of art. Painstakingly created. Each piece of the mosaic placed where it fit. Each one intentional. 

       If you have ever observed a mosaic before, you know that the smaller pieces of tile or glass (or whatever medium is used)  fit together like puzzle pieces to create a larger picture. Each bit of glass is unique. No two are alike, and each individual piece plays a part in creating the whole…the masterpiece. 

       Life in Christ is like those beautiful mosaics, you know. You and I have a part to play in the grand scheme of things. In the Creator's masterpiece. Each of us is unique. We have been shaped by Jesus into the people we are today, and, Lord willing, tomorrow we'll be different. Changed. Moved. Transformed by the Master Artist's hand. 

       I know that some of us have seasons when we may feel spent. Used up. No longer useful. For some reason, our journey has left us feeling "less than." You may even feel damaged...that is the worst feeling in the world, isn't it? To feel like the scar that your soul bears is too deep, too great to allow you to be used by God. That kind of hurt can cause us to feel limited. 

       Let me encourage you to think of the beautiful art that fills the main sanctuary at St. Mary's. Each small piece of glass has imperfect edges. Each one was broken. And each little imperfect piece is used to tell God's vast story of revolution. Of revelation. Of freedom. Of victory. The small and the broken are transformed into a part of the larger story of beauty and redemption. Each unique piece is important, and the art wouldn't be the same without it. 

       Child of God, the next time you feel too far gone, remember the Artist's larger picture and stand tall in the knowledge that you are His masterpiece created for much more than you could ever imagine. You are treasured. And loved. And perfect in Him.
  
                                                                                         Blessings, Deni



Let all that I am wait quietly before God, for my hope is in him. 
He alone is my rock and my salvation, my fortress where I will not be shaken. 
My victory and honor come from God alone. He is my refuge, 
a rock where no enemy can reach me. ~ Psalm 62:5-7

For we are God’s masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago. ~Ephesians 2:10